Life In Limbo-Penzu Journal-Tue. 6/2/2015 at 10:00am

I Am Tired of Crying Every Day

I Am Tired Of You Treating Me This Way

Who Are You Where Did You Go

You Not the Same Never Hardly Nice

Always Calling Me Dirty Names

My Heart Hurts Always It Never Changes

When Will It End When Can I See the Real You Again

Is that A Lost Hope Am I just Fooling Myself

Fooling Myself Into Thinking the Old You Is Somewhere

Somewhere Deep Inside Underneath All That Sinister

Deep Inside Maybe Never To Be Found Again

I Am Alone Again I Feel No Connection No Real Love

Never To Talk Always You Mind Somewhere Else

On Someone Else? Why Then Why Do You Keep My Here

Why Am I Still By Your Side ?

I Have Talked I Have Written I have Cried, I Have Prayed

What Is The Answer What To Do Why Was It All Taken

Why Can’t I Have The Real You

What Have I Done Wrong What Am I To Do

I Live Every Day In Limbo No Knowing

Lost Again and I Don’t know How to Get Where I Am Going

A Whirlwind of Change & Events Almost 9 Years Married

Twenty Five Of a Lifetime, Half A Decade, Of What Lies?

I Thought I Was Enough I Put Myself A Side

I Raised Two Amazing Sons I Kept a House Given You What You Wanted

Or So I Thought ?? Now To Live Every Day With Tears In My Eyes

Heart So Heavy, Some Days Are So Very Dark ,

The Only Think That Makes Me Forget Just a Little Bit

Seeing The Ocean The Fun Atmosphere Of The Beach

Beach Community That Is My Dream It Was Ours But Is It Gone

I Have Been By Your Side Always , To Shove Me Away

Make Me Hurt Make Me Cry, Not To Even Care WHY???

What & Where Is The Future I Try To Think Hope Have Faith

Is It All For Nothing?? The Names Hurt They Cut Like a Knife

I Have Never Done Such Hurt To Anyone Why Is It Happening to me

I Have Tried I Have Loved With Everything All I Have Done

All I Have Worked For All Of A Sudden Is In Not Meant to Be

Seems Always & Forever Suddenly Got A Little Shorter

When You Give Love Show What It Means Even In Your Skin

To Take It For Granted & Not Realize, Just How Important

My Love is, To Think I Didn’t Mean Anything I Have Ever Said

Is Wrong I Have Given You The Proof & Sacrifice

Can You Say The Same, By The Actions You Took Selfish Ways

Breakes My Heart Over & Over Again Day After Day!

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